#7 Am I Always Worthless?
Interesting I realized yesterday at the western wall that i always tell myself how worthless and bad i am whenever i do something dumb or hurt other people. So I couldn't understand, why can't i let myself believe i'm good just i made a mistake?
Then I realized something. If I concede that people can do bad things and still be good then i might have to forgive my abuser, maybe he's -------------- i can't say it because it's too painful to think less than complete revulsion for him.
But even though I don't have a viable way to disconnect the two, I can know that I am still a good person. There is just a program inside me that compels me to think that way.
I hope to discuss this in my next therapy session.
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