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Day 1

ANA07

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I have finally accepted that I need an outlet to deal with what has happened to me. It wasn't until recently that I realized that staying silent and keeping everything to myself was not going to help me. After having my virginity taken from me, I thought I would know what to do if I was ever placed in that situation again. I let myself become overpowered by shock. It is a helpless feeling and I'm ready to try and move past it. It's been hard to sleep, and when I do manage to sleep I always have horrible nightmares, usually with him showing up, invading the only time I have to escape. I hope that letting it all out will put my RTS past me. I know it won't be instant but I'm ready to start trying.

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I'm very sorry that this happened to you... I also have nightmares that are overwhelming and insomnia that is hard to shake. I understand what you're feeling and I want you to know that there are so many people cheering you on. Keep writing, it helps me a lot. We're here for you. 

- A fellow survivor 

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