I am not sure how to explain this... As a child I had problems with ear infections. We were so many times to the local health nurse. Every time I was there as a child (I can´t remember how old I was) the health nurse she was wondering if I had something to tell her. That if there was something else than the ears bothering me. Every time my mom said to me before I went in to the "nurse" that I shuldn´t tell the nurse anything. I can´t imagine that the nurse didn´t think that there wasn´t something I didn´t tell her. The health nurse was also my childhood friend's mother so I could say I lived at their place as a child.

Well.. Now when I am at my parents place I have been in contact with the dauther of the health nurse. Why the dauther? The health nurse have multiple sclerosis. I wanted to be in contact with the dauther to ask if I could visit the health nurse. And perhaps ask her if she remembers anything from my childhood. How I was and if she did expect something was wrong when I was a child. IF the helath nurse is up to this. Today I sent the dauther a message and she said I could at once come and visit them.

Well... I did was too afraid to go there at once. Now I will see if I will go there in the afternoon. I am nervous about it. Also just since I will be questioned aboout my life nowadays. The 1000 questions. lol. I just have to see how I feel then and hopefully I just go there and see what´ll happen.

Pocketriders would be appreciated as well as chearing! lol Hugs!