My birthday is coming up soon. I'm not happy at where I am in life, I imagined being this age and doing greater things. I guess that is my own fault really.

I'll be celebrating my one and half year soon... that's a really long time for me. I've never been able to have a long relationship even though all I ever wanted was one. It's sad what abandonment and trust issues can do to a young girl. 

Well, I'm glad I found him. I know he is the love of my life and he will help me get through this