Forgive, forgive, forgive... can I do that? I could, but the real question is should I? Should I forgive him for telling me to lie about what I did? Jeopardizing my relationship with my mother?.. my mother, the one person I love most in this world. Why would would ask me to do that for you after what you've done? Why the hell should I forgive you when you've done it multiple times, you and your brother. 

Do you know how many nights I cried and how many times I started crying at those memories? The last time before this incident was two years ago. Two damn years ago and I still haven't forgotten where I was sitting, what I was doing, what he said, his facial expression, the way I felt before, during, and after... YOU WANT ME TO FORGIVE? YOU WANT ME TO FORGET THIS? Are you joking? ... don't tell me to do that again or I will put those kickboxing lessons to use. So no. You don't get a say in if you get forgiven or not. 

I will never forget this. I'll use this to propel me into the future. From now on, you'll live each day knowing that I will never forgive you and when you look at me you'll regret what you have done. You missed out on all that beautiful father-daughter relationship we could have had.