I see him everyday. Every damn day of my life and I have to put up with it. Some days I miss how things were between us, some days I have these vindictive thoughts. I want to hear him sorry. I think that's what I need. I  need everyone in my family to stop pretending that it didn't happen. I need them to face the damn facts. I was molested multiples times and I didn't speak up because I didn't want to tear the family apart. The last time it happened I couldn't take it anymore, I broke... I'm broken, okay?

So instead of trying to duct tape me up and ignoring my wounds, will you all please sit the hell down and listen to me? I may be young but I was forced to mature when I was young. Please don't disregard what I have to say because I'm young. Please care about my damn feelings.