Been awhile</h1> <article> <h1>Been awhile</h1> <p>Sat, 29 Aug 2020 10:23:50 +0000</p> <p> Been awhile since I had a full on flashback. The empty stare into space, feeling bodily sensations and feeling like I was there. I’ve been doing pretty good with therapy but suddenly I remembered new parts of my abuse tonight and I haven’t been able to sleep since. I was honestly questioning if those memories were even real, but the flashback and bodily sensations confirm it. <br> </p> <p> Dammit. </p> <p> It basically means I gotta change my tally from 6 rapes to 7. <span><span class="ipsEmoji">😕</span> </span> </p> </article> <article> <h1>I want to be done remembering</h1> <p>Mon, 03 Feb 2020 13:41:43 +0000</p> <p> I want to stop remembering new things. Just when I think I'm done something worse arrives. </p> <p> I feel disgusted by the last few things I remembered. My abuser really was disgusting... </p> </article> </main></body></html>