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you don't know how many times i've prepared to say goodbye each day i feel as if it is already over nothing ever lasts forever orphans still cry alone i've already said goodbye has my heart turned to stone?

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i'm not an aesthetic, i'm a person don't fucking fetishize me i'm a person, not an empty vessel for you to project your delusional, sexist fantasies on fuck off! i don't like what you've done with me nobody even asks for permission anymore

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my boyfriend tried to help me but he only made it worse

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you never know who a person is

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i'm scared at how small my wrists have become

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please don't blast music loudly from your car thank you

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please just please don't hurt me anymore

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dance dance dance with an empty heart dance dance dance a headless fool with suspicious words and trivial logic the world's insides turn into nonsense if you'd let me speak and show you i'd only be ignored today, another day it seems that i'll collapse i'd rather disappear (Karasuyasabou - Dance Dance Decadence)

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i measure euphoria in milligrams there is no heaven above only vacant clouds

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i think i should know, how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints on L-O-V-E's just another word i'll never learn to pronounce  

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when i cried i cried alone and when i begged for help no one came

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how dare you try to tell me who i can or should be? how dare you try to dictate what i will be, what i will do, what i will believe, how i will act, how i will dress? who do you think you are? you have no control over my life or me. you don't control me. you wish you did, because you're an insecure, despicable, loathsome coward who can't get a grip and can't get a handle on their own life. fuck you. control your own fucking life instead of vulnerable people easy to take

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so far has not been good it's been shitty

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it's okay, you can do this

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and now that it's over i'll never be sober

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Take away the sensation inside Bittersweet migraine in my head It's like a throbbing toothache of the mind I can't take this feeling anymore Drain the pressure from the swelling, This sensation's overwhelming, Give me a long kiss goodnight And everything will be alright Tell me that I won't feel a thing Give me Novocaine Out of body and out of mind Kiss the demons out of my dreams I get the funny feeling that's alright Jimmy says it's better than air, I'll tell

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i'm a defect, surgical project 'you'll only be happy if you look a certain way' i want to be okay

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beautiful garbage, beautiful dresses have you ever felt so used up as this? my name is might've been my name is never was my name's Forgotten she obliterated everything she touched only us left now just go nameless beautiful garbage, beautiful dresses   (celebrity skin)

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i'll fill your heart with nitrogen triiodide i'll see how you like being this volatile

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munch munch crunch crunch time to eat breakfast

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somehow i lost you like sunlight slipping through the leaves a heart's a heavy burden

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i hope you rot you don't deserve forgiveness, compassion or sympathy and you never will i hope you burn in hell you deserve it

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