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I feel like my life is just going through motions every day. I’m pretty depressed today. The thoughts of SH are ever present. It makes me want to scream.
*SH TRIGGER*
is it horrible to say I want to scream by cutting because I don’t know how else to speak?
im afraid to go to therapy and tell him (my T) this. And therapy is so fucking expensive.
it’s All I wanna do but I know it does nothing. I feel like somewhat of a failure for not self har
I’m glad I just reread my last blog post before this one. Things are officially over between me and the BF. Off and on for 8 years and I finally came to my senses.
I am sad it’s over between us. Even though I finally ended it for good this time. Even though I think I truly “ended us” in my heart weeks ago… I completely forgot about this conversation with him until rereading this. This is not the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. I was very numb a couple days ago and now
