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sometimes i wish he had kill me. just finish the job he started. when i think about suicide i always feel the sting of the reminder "he won".
i honestly have no idea why did he keep me alive, or if he ever wanted to, if the thought of killing me ever crossed his mind.
but if it ever did, i shall not give him the satisfaction, he did his worse, and i will not lay a hand to silence me for good.
i have never reported nor faced him with my accusations, but he knows damn well that i