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I haven't been on here for awhile I've been kinda lost in my head....this coming up Tuesday is going to be 11 yrs since I was robbed and raped at knife point....I still think about it everyday but I feel like I shouldn't like when someone looks at me and say that I'm stupid for being stuck in the past..or when they say "it happened along time ago get over it" or they say "you're just seeking attention get over yourself"....I don't like thinking about it but really I can't help it more when my co
I don't know what to do I'm so ashamed....I share a room with my 4 yr old niece and I'm always so scared to go to sleep because i don't want to wake her up if I have a nightmare....that is what just happened I woke up to her screaming and crying my name because I was having a nightmare she said I was crying and screaming "no stop"....I feel soo stupid rite now..my little sister (my nieces mom) she knows I was rapped but doesn't know everything that has happened to me....she had my niece sleep in
I was 18 yrs old when I was robbed at knife point and rapped i was babysitting my baby cousin at the time this all happened at my aunt's house in a way I'm kinda glade it happened there because I never had to revisit that place again does that make sense.? Anyways the worst past was that when my cousin was crying he made me lay her on my chest while he was rapping me..I had a nightmare last night and now I just feel like crawling in a hole and hide..
