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Welcome to After Silence - A message board and chat room for rape, sexual assault, and sexual abuse survivors.

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#1 RACHELM1995

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Posted 16 May 2013 - 01:02 PM

hi everyone. my name is rachel and i am 17 years old, 18 soon cant wait! :)

anyways the reason i joined this page is because i recent started having flash backs and feeling terribly guilty for allowiong my attacker to get away with what he did but the reason i allowed him to was because he was my uncle and i love my granny very much and didnt have the heart to send her son to prison or whatever punishment he would have gotten for sexually abusing me.

there are 5 female cousins including myself that are related to this man and it turns out he got to us all and i was the last girl he got to. he is a taxi driver and i see him sometimes with young girls some my age some 11-13 (ages he abused me at) in the back of his taxi cab and i just got scared wondering is he touching them too..

i am just here to talk to people who know how i feel to know that i am not alone and there are some good people out there.

#2 ElleWhite

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Posted 16 May 2013 - 03:08 PM

Hi Rachel

Welcome to AS. So glad you're here!

You are not alone in your pain, guilt, shame, fear, you name it. We are all on a survivor's journey. Some of us farther along than others, some still swimming in a cesspool of negativity. I hope you'll be able to find the peace you deserve and long for.

...here to listen.

#3 RACHELM1995

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Posted 16 May 2013 - 04:47 PM

hi elle

Thank you for your post i am sure i will find the friends and comfort we all deserve x

#4 Hurricane

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Posted 16 May 2013 - 10:41 PM

HI Rachel. I'm new here too! So we can get to know people together. See you around.

#5 kirix3

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Posted 18 May 2013 - 09:54 AM

I'm new too :) Welcome & i hope you find comfort from this site x

#6 Annmw78

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Posted 18 May 2013 - 01:05 PM

Hi Rachel, am new too to the site.  am hoping to find some better ways of dealing with things here. Hope you can too.

#7 ~FOUND~


    Anna is found by God!!! Anna loves Jesus!

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Posted 08 March 2014 - 08:01 PM

Hi there.

Welcome to AS.

I hope you find this site to be helpful.


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