Welcome to After Silence - A message board and chat room for rape, sexual assault, and sexual abuse survivors.
|Welcome to After Silence, a message board and chat room designed to help survivors communicate in the recovery of rape, sexual abuse, sexual assault, and all types of sexual violence.
After Silence has over 30 different forums, ranging from topics created to discuss specific areas of healing and recovery from rape and sexual violence, as well as forums open to general discussions and lighter topics. Because we value the privacy of our members, most of our forums are private, which means that ONLY REGISTERED members have access to them. Please register for a free account to gain full access to the After Silence Online Support Group.
If you have any problems with the registration process or your account login, please contact us at email@example.com
17yr.old Looking For Advice
Posted 03 October 2011 - 03:05 AM
My "dad" has been physically,verbally,emotionally abusive toward me since forever really...he believes that my ma had an affair and well i was the result so he hates me for that i guess..idk..he treats my bro like a father should treat his son...yet he pushes me aside..i gave up on trying to be the son he wants me to be cus reality is he doesnt care about me anyways...
My uncle(my dads brother) sexually abused me from age 9-15...he moved to another state a lil after my son was born...
I'm having issues on how to deal with all thats happened...i've been using drugs since i was 12..from marijuana to oxycodones to coke..i like being numb from the world...i have anger issues..anxiety..depression..ocd i guess idk ive been told i have it...i have sleeping problems..and my first suicide attempt was when i was 12..
I know my son needs me to be a good father to him and im trying but i need something to help me forget bout all thats happened...im always depressed and i know that affects him alot...i want to be a good father..the best one i can be for him..i just need some support of some kind i guess..umm idk what else im supposed to write in here so i guess thats it...Thanks
Posted 17 February 2013 - 07:08 AM
Welcome to AS.
I hope you find this site to be helpful.
Very nice to meet you.
Posted 17 February 2013 - 02:03 PM
Love, Hugs xxx
Posted 01 March 2013 - 03:14 AM
I hope you are finding your way around the boards ok.