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The Inner Child Thread
Posted 08 May 2010 - 08:55 PM
Posted 10 May 2010 - 05:20 PM
Posted 03 July 2010 - 06:37 PM
Dear lil one
sorry you are feeling sad and unsafe
its ok to come out of hiding its safe
no bad people here i promise you will be safe
Posted 17 August 2010 - 03:03 AM
I want to tell her it's okay to cry and it's okay to let someone hold her. I want her to know that it is time to let go of all of the negative feelings and that it is time for us to move passed him and accept him for the monster he is. I want her to know that I love her and so do many other people. That she is beautiful... and that she needs to come with me and accept growing up because I'm not fourteen anymore.
Posted 03 September 2010 - 03:16 PM
I am so sorry lil star for blaming you and trying my hardest to block you out.
Posted 03 September 2010 - 10:33 PM
i want to tell her...be strong, you have me. and i dont know why no one loves you, but i love you very much.
Posted 07 September 2010 - 01:16 PM
IM SORRY I DON'T MEAN TO HATE YOU
Posted 08 September 2010 - 04:43 PM
Posted 08 September 2010 - 05:46 PM
it's ok, you're allowed to grieve. I'm sorry iv shut you out for so long, I'm sorry iv tried to ignore you. We both hurt, it can't be escaped and we should heal together not separately. I'm afraid too, you're not useless, pathetic or shameful for feeling this way. He may still be out There but so many people do love us...we are protected. we did all we could. You can be brave. I know trusting the new guy is hard, I know you want to, and I know it hurts that you can't, I believe it will come in time. You can be strong.
Just next time I acknowledge you... Please don't greet me with a fierce panic attack.
Edited by missT, 08 September 2010 - 05:53 PM.
Posted 09 September 2010 - 03:16 PM
it was not your fault.
You were a child, innocent. You had no understanding, no knowledge, no experience. You did not know why he did what he did. What was it? You did not know.
You were only 3, only 5, only a child.
Forgive yourself dear child. Deep forgiveness. Forgive your body. Let go.
I love you
Posted 19 October 2010 - 05:06 PM
I know I didnt talk to you before. You are confused. You have no clue whats going on. Think this is okay. I want to tell you thats not okay, it doesnt mean you are bad, you dont deserve this. If you want me to punch her, I will? I am sorry you have to witness this, your soul is innocent, I am so sorry you are going through this. I wish you start talking to me, it's been long time,but I know you can. I promise you I will get you out of here, you will not be there anymore, that's not the place you should be. You dont belong there, and you dont deserve this. People who hurt you should be punished for that, I will do it.
Talk to me.
Posted 20 October 2010 - 05:35 PM
..But why won,t it let me post ?..many thanks for any help...
Posted 23 October 2010 - 08:32 AM
I wont say I know how to save you from suffering, because your pain is huge I cant make it go away. Its there. I am very sorry. I cant change that it happened. I only want you to know that you might consider staying, not checking out, it's more pleasant for you to forget, turn off, I know, but I will be here if you manage to stay... with the pain. It's better for you long term. There are people who do love you, they are here, I love you, you can always come to me.
Hear you again. I hope you are hearing my words. I know nobody cares for your pain, and I want you to know I do, and it was real. You dont deserve that pain, you didn nothing wrong, you didnt cause it. I am angry for you, it's not fair. AT ALL. Not F*cking fair. Bastards. I should kill them for you.
Stay with me. Love you.
Posted 24 October 2010 - 12:58 PM
I am proud of you, you are strong, you are dealing great with this. I promise I will get you out of there. I know this all is new to you, you are used to blaming yourself, you are afraid to lose mom and dad, and sister, to see they are mean. It's hard to accept it, I know. It hurts. i will not let people hurt you anymore, I will not let you lose good people who are out there, because of bad bastards around you. Nobody can hurt you. NOBODY.
You deserve respect. It's not okay that someone tuches you, or forces anything on you. It was bad, and not your fault.
I will not give up until you are free.