I've been to group meetings before however, usually no one shows up, so I thought I'd give this a try. I'm a survivor (someday's I still consider myself a victim) of 16 years of sexual abuse. From the time I can remember until I was 16 years my father taught me to be his, "it's safer" he would say. He passed away a couple of years ago and I was there by his side. I told him I forgave him Now, here I am with bouts of depression, where I don't want to leave my couch. I have a closet full of clothes I bought, but only wear what people give me. I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM, because for years I was what he wanted me to be. It's been quite a while since the abuse stopped, but I had to fight for it. I am graduating with my second degree this month and I miss school. I miss having structure, because that is the only way I motivate myself. I am not sure on what to do now.
So hello everyone. I hope you all are having a pleasant morning. AND keeping warm