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Welcome to After Silence - A message board and chat room for rape, sexual assault, and sexual abuse survivors.

Welcome to After Silence, a message board and chat room designed to help survivors communicate in the recovery of rape, sexual abuse, sexual assault, and all types of sexual violence.

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#1 LJC88

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Posted 27 October 2013 - 04:52 PM

My name is Levi. I am 25 years of age and I take 200mg of Zoloft everyday. I've just recently started therapy to help treat and control what happened to me when I was a child. My grandfather molested me and as I am recovering old repressed memories, I believe rape is a better description of what he did to me.

I spent a lot of time with my grandparents when I was a child. I trusted them and loved them. I had sexual deviancy issues at a young age. I would try to inappropriately touch my cousins and other non-related kids my age. I also recall a day when I hid in my grandparent's room and touched myself. These memories were red flags that I wasn't equipped to be aware of or understand at the time.I've ruined many relationships because of sexual deviancy. I've also suffered from anxiety and depression since I was a child.

I had a very difficult time in school because I had trouble focusing. I now attribute this to what happened to me. At the time though, I just thought I was less intelligent than the other people around me. That made me feel very insecure, sad and hateful. School was a nightmare of an experience for me.

I feel very fortunate to live in a time where I can share my story, thoughts, feelngs and problems with other survivors from around the world via the internet. I look forward to reading other people's stories and hopefully improving myself alongside other people on this site.

#2 angelic


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Posted 27 October 2013 - 06:01 PM

hello Levi,

welcome to AfterSilence, I'm Paula, one of the newbie support team here. I hope you are finding your way around the board okay, if you need any help with any aspect of the board, please contact me

take care, Paula

#3 reglois



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Posted 28 October 2013 - 03:47 AM

:aswelcomesu:  :youcanheal:  :notalone:    :sor:  for what brings you here  :bighug: if OK  

#4 Girlkat

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Posted 28 October 2013 - 06:05 AM

Hi Levi


I'm sorry :(


I am also on Zoloft, 100mg, but I was given the okay to up it to 150mg if I needed to. Feel free to message me if you want to talk meds.

#5 chant2012


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Posted 31 October 2013 - 07:21 PM

Welcome to AS! I hope you like it here! I messaged you! If you need anything, don't hesitate to ask around! Blessings! :flowers: 

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Posted 08 March 2014 - 09:26 PM