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[swimmingwolf]

I came here awhile ago and decided i wasnt ready to try this, now im older and wiser and a year out of abuse and i find hat now im ready to try at the very least to heal my problem is i dont know how and seem to remain in conflicting emotions so i was hopeing maybe i could find some solice here among people whom have expericenced similiar things as i.

[MeBeMary]

Hi Swimmingwolf,

I know it is a hard step coming here, and if you weren't ready before, that is ok. You are ready now, that is the important thing. I've been here for a month and everyone is supportive and kind. Take your time, and know when you are ready, you will have many friends rallying behind you. Best wishes on your healing journey.

Mary

[Wishes]

Hi wolf! I'm really glad you're here I know it can definitely be tough, and I don't blame you for coming here last time and finding it hard to deal with... I still sometimes find it hard to be here, and I've been here for a while. I'm glad you didn't force yourself to stay the first time, because if you're not ready it can do more harm than good, I think. Sometimes I find just being here is helpful, even if I'm just reading posts, or only posting little things. There are times when I really want to dive into tough things, but sometimes I'm not in the midset for that, and that's ok too.

[swimmingwolf]

Hi Swimmingwolf,

I know it is a hard step coming here, and if you weren't ready before, that is ok. You are ready now, that is the important thing. I've been here for a month and everyone is supportive and kind. Take your time, and know when you are ready, you will have many friends rallying behind you. Best wishes on your healing journey.

Mary

Hi wolf! I'm really glad you're here I know it can definitely be tough, and I don't blame you for coming here last time and finding it hard to deal with... I still sometimes find it hard to be here, and I've been here for a while. I'm glad you didn't force yourself to stay the first time, because if you're not ready it can do more harm than good, I think. Sometimes I find just being here is helpful, even if I'm just reading posts, or only posting little things. There are times when I really want to dive into tough things, but sometimes I'm not in the midset for that, and that's ok too.

thank you both for the posative reinforcment, the first time i was scared to say anything because i feared it would make it be real, but ive learned that it was already real i just wasnt able to accept it yet so i bottled it up instead. now im slowly trying to undo that cork,

[reglois]

if OK

[angelic]

hello swimmingwolf,

welcome to After Silence, my name is Paula and I am one of the newbie support team here, I hope you are finding your way around the board okay, if you need any help with the board, please contact me or one of the team and we will do our best to help if we can

take care, Paula