Intro

[SavageGrrl]

Hi,

Currently I am 40 years old. I live in Minnesota with my 11 year old daughter. I have 2 other girls 19 and 18 years old. I recently kicked out my ex-boyfriend for a multitude of reasons, but the main one being I think he wanted to rape me, my daughter or both of us. Anyway, the first couple of weeks I was euphoric now I am having a lot of flashbacks and problems due to not only what he did, but stuff that happened when I was a kid. I don't understand why this is all coming out now, but I am having a hard time coping.

ps what do you call it when you are sleeping with someone and wake up with them on top of you just as they are uh finishing?

[SheShy]

Welcome to AS!

I hope we can help you in your journey to heal.

Christy

[bonnie]

Hay sheshy. Welcome Im sorry you have had a hard time. I know how you feel as my past has suddenly come back to haunt me aswell, im not coping to good either. Keep posting, i find it has helped me lots. You are never alone and i hope you find some comfort here.

Take care, bonnie,xxx

[Charlene]

welcome to AS :hug:

~charlene~

[Donna]

Welcome to After Silence honey. :hug:

[tegan]

hi savagegrrl,

welcome to AS hope you find the comfort you need.....this is a safe place to heal.

luv barbara

[canadianmommy2004]

I would say that would be rape. If you didn't consent to the act, then he had no right!

[tealight rookie]

Welcome to AS sweetie

Ruthie

[Survivors sanctuary]

Welcome to AS, I hope in some small way that being here can help on your healing journey ..

[Guest hurtingforever]

Welcome to After Silence sweetie. I hope to see you around

Lindsay

[dopey]

welcome to AS sweetie x

[-Nicole-]

Welcome

I think you should be proud of yourself for making the decision that is best for you and your girls. Well done.

ps what do you call it when you are sleeping with someone and wake up with them on top of you just as they are uh finishing?

This is rape.

Nicole

[George]

You did the right thing and I hope you start to feel good about it. No one has the right to take advantage of you without your approval. It is the same as forcing by violence. Glad you stood your ground. Good for you!!!! :!:

[Jessie]

welcome to after silence....i'm sure you'll find some comfort here Luv Jess xx