I'm A Newbie

[mountainside1313]

Hello. I am also new here and new to forums/chats. Looking forward to talking to people who understand. Unfortunately my profession expects perfection and I have been afraid to get help because of the chance it could ruin my business.

Thank you

[tiffanysurviver]

I completely understand how you feel about getting help. I cannot get help because my rapist that's trying to take my almost three year old son away from me now could go back and say that I am unstable or too incompetent to care for my child and I will not make it easy for him to take custody of my son.

[mountainside1313]

Wow! That must be really hard!!

[tiffanysurviver]

This is the hardest thing I have ever gone through, for now. Eventually, I will have to talk to my son about what happened because he may see himself as a "rape baby" and not the best blessing I could have asked for.

Why does your profession prevent you from getting help?

[reglois]

(((((Mountainside))))))

[mandapanda]

I am new also. I'm scared to talk about what all happened to me but know I need to. Tiffany I'm sorry u r having to go through this. I know it must be hard. Mountainside what to u do that requires profection

[mountainside1313]

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Edited January 11, 2014 by mountainside1313

[mountainside1313]

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Edited January 11, 2014 by mountainside1313

[angelic]

Hello mountainside1313

welcome to After Silence, I'm Paula, one of the newbie support team here. I hope you are finding your way around the board okay, if you need any assistance please contact me and I will do my best to help if I can

take care, Paula

[SilentVictim]

Mountainside1313,

I understand about not going for help. When I was raped the first time, I waited 2 years till I even told someone. It was the hardest thing I ever did. I am glad I did but I can understand not saying anything out of fear.

[mountainside1313]

I'm afraid to talk about how I feel now more than talking about the abuse from the past. I have a lot of issues I am working through.

Possible trigger:

I was 15 he was 35. We both worked at W***** fast food. He shaped me into what he wanted and took advantage. I was told by my therapist that I have Stockholm syndrome. At time I hate him and other times I miss him. It is so confusing. It is affecting my marriage.

[mountainside1313]

I'm afraid to talk about how I feel now more than talking about the abuse from the past. I have a lot of issues I am working through.

Possible trigger:

I was 15 he was 35. We both worked at W***** fast food. He shaped me into what he wanted and took advantage. I was told by my therapist that I have Stockholm syndrome. At time I hate him and other times I miss him. It is so confusing. It is affecting my marriage.

[Tamme]

Hi Mountainside Welcome!!

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Hi there.
Welcome to AS.

I hope you find this site to be helpful.

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