Be Patient With Me. I'm New At This

[spent]

I have been looking for an outlet for my feelings or maybe just someone who undersands and I'm hoping this is it.

I have no idea if I'm doing this right so could some please email me and let me know so I don't keep writing for no reason if this isn't even being posted?

Thanks

anonnymouse7@hotmail.com

[Donna]

(((((Spent))))))

Guess what hun? You posted right.

I'm sorry that you have any reason to be at a board such as this but I am glad that you were able to find us.

Post away if you need to or just sit back and read, either way know that we are here for you and you are not alone.

Welcome!

:hug:

Donna =)

[spent]

Just seeing a site like this already makes me feel a little better. Knowing that I can vent somewhere.

I'm 27 now and completely screwed up. Sometimes it feels like I am waiting for someone to just say the magical words and then I'll be ok. It never happens though. I don't know what I'm waiting for anymore. Things are not getting better and I am only getting more messed up over time. How do I help myself? I can't bear to be sober anymore, for fear of thinking too much.

I dunno

[Charlene]

welcome to AS sweetie, post whenever you want, we're always here

:hug: :hug:

~charlene~

[Charlene]

welcome hugs :hug:

~charlene~

[Jessie]

Spent

Welcome to After Silence, Look forward to getting to know you Luv Jess

[Guest hurtingforever]

(((Spent)))

Welcome to After Silence...

Lindsay

[SheShy]

Hi and welcome to AS!

Christy

[Kim]

Welcome! I'm glad you're here!

Kim

[rosicles]

hi, i don't know your story (if you want to tell me you can e-mail me at rosicles@yahoo.com.au) but i want to talk to you. you say you're 27 and don't like to be sober, the pain is too much? it's okay, but alcohol won't solve your problems. actually, it's why my mum got raped, cus nanna was to drunk to know what was happeneing to mum. and alcohol can feel so good, it can make you forget. when i read i forget, it's my escape from reality, into some fantasy land. i read a lot. i know the pain, my dad raped me for so long. 5 or 6 years. it's so hard knowing how cruel some people are. i'm not going to tell you, 'don't drink, it's bad' or anything else like that, i just want to know about you. talk to me.

amy

[your.beautiful.mistake]

((Spent))

Welcome to AS. Feel free to look around and get comfortable. Feel free to share what you want to. Take your time. There's no rush.

((safe hugs))

Love,

Alex