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Guest Message by DevFuse
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Today is a bad day, I keep trying to distract myself and take my mind off of everything and today I just can't. I'm struggling really bad today
i dont want to die, but sometimes wish i had never been born at all.....another day to get through, i hate mornings. its starting all over again. everyday the same anger.
how is someone not supposed to wanna kill their rapist if when the police say "sorry about your luck" (in a beat around the bush way).? ugh i dont want to lose my relationship witg my husband and son but i want the prick dead for giving me this life sentence (ptsd). internal conflict sucks, but alas i lived through his mess, i suppose ill get through this too.
Todays a pinch better. Rewarding myself for getting through yesterdays insanity with some reading between munkins naps
thanks to the exhaust i didnt wanna wake up this morning
one of the best and at the same time worst things about my husband is he too is a survivor and in trying to help him i am severly triggered
after a mental eval to fight for ssi my PTSD has me so paranoid every sound outside my house i grab my husbands bowing knife and every window. hoping my mikey bear gets home safe and soon before my paranoia causes more trouble than what its already doing .
Going to the gym today felt empowering. Time to take my body back and make it mine!
L96465Thanks Kira! I appreciate the support. Maybe there are other things you could do instead of going to the gym if it triggers you.Even just going for a jog can be very rejuvenating and can give you some time to clear your mind. (:
Sep 04 2013 08:30 AM
KiralynaYes, I do that at times. I go for a run in the park with my dog. He loves to run and so do I :) Music blasting in my headphones and his happy tail next to me and the air hitting my face. It's really really nice. I wish I could do that more often.
Sep 05 2013 02:01 AM
L96465That sounds like heaven to me! I miss my little baby so much. Her name was lily and she was a Havanese. She was always so happy to see me and spend time with me. It made me feel important. Sometimes I debate getting a dog again just because it made me feel like I had purpose when I'd see how she would light up when I came home. She was always happy to see me. I think everyone could benefit from that kind of love.
Sep 05 2013 08:42 AM
My Name is Ivy it's only three letters pretty simple to remember. I do it like a boss everyday on the daily.
When will things be easy again?
Mexican Jersey Yankee Pride!
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