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  2. The paedophile who tired to use me as a human sex toy, tired to have me killed to try and cover up their crimes, when that didn't work they tired to cover up their crimes with pornography.

    Has anything similar happened to anyone else? 

     

     

     

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      My situation isn't similar, so I don't fully relate. I just know that trauma is never ok for any person or persons to do unto another person. This I can relate...with this I can undoubtedly say, you did not deserve this. 

      Know that I sit with you and support you, Stephenjames. Safe hugs to you, if ok. :hug: 

  3. i worked hard to not hate myself. it’s maddening how easily it creeps back in. i don’t want to hate myself. sometimes people reiterate my feelings of self hatred when they are mean out of nowhere. but to my trauma brain, it isn’t unwarranted. i deserved it all along

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      I know how difficult that can be. I'm proud of you for trying. Keep trying. Remind yourself it IS unwarranted.

      You deserve better. You deserve a lot better. :throb: 

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    2. wrenn

      wrenn

      @MeBeMary thank you for your kind words. It’s hard to accept that isolation is the least traumatizing thing for me these days 😞

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  5. Struggling 🥺

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    2. Doll6

      Doll6

      Thanks @Finchy, I hope so too. Seeing t soon hope that helps 

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      A day late and a dollar short. Always sending positive thoughts your way tho, my friend. 

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    4. Doll6
  6. Aww, thank you!! ❤️ Yes, I've played Lies of P, Elden Ring, Bloodborne, and Demon's Souls. I haven't played any of the classic Dark Souls games or Sekiro. But I've played those and some other soulslike games. They're really fun, even though they're super frustrating...huge challenges to overcome! Thank you again!! Your husband must be really good, too, then, even if he's tossed his controller at times haha. Ah yes, I have that then! I love the God of War games. I played the original ones on...I forget which system now. Ps3? PS2? I don't know. But yeah. I've just played too many other gam
  7. some days i just really wish i could disappear

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    2. Doll6

      Doll6

      Sitting with you @wrenn. You’re not alone here 

    3. wrenn

      wrenn

      I’m very sorry you know the feeling. Sending support to you @WannaMoveOn & @Doll6

      :bighug:

    4. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      I am fine now, but I know that feeling :bighug: Appreciate your words! 

  8. Wow, super impressed by your gaming skills! That genre - Lies of P, Bloodborne, Elden Ring, and Dark Souls I feel are some of the most challenging games! I've watched my husband play and seen him toss a few controllers trying to beat them 😂 Cudos! 👏 Yes, it's the newest God of War! I can't wait to see how you like it! That definitely makes sense! Have you played all of the Assassin's creed games? I hear the series is huge! Would you recommend starting from the beginning of the series or picking up at a certain one? I'm mid-way through Spider Man 2 now and just love swinging around the ci
  9. Glad to hear you are a new joiner as well, thank you for your warm welcome and glad to hear you have enjoyed it!
  10. Lies of P was a HUGE challenge. I just finished it last night. My goodness, that last battle was a pain, but really fun to figure out, too. Oh that's awesome. I really enjoyed Persona 5! I didn't play Royale, just the normal version. Persona games are so much fun. Same with God of War. Is that the newest one? If so, I haven't played that yet, but I do have it. I don't tend to look ahead at games coming out, so I'm not sure! But I do have/own some games I'm looking forward to playing soon. Like Atelier Ryza 3 and the newest Assassin's Creed (I forget the name now lol). As you can see, I'
  11. Hi Claire, I joined recently as well, everyone here is so kind and friendly and I hope you like it here as much as I have so far!
  12. Saying it gets more comfortable would be the wrong words, but by starting out here, you can start feeling less tense and more confident about the subject.
  13. Agreed.. Very well said. I find what I am dealing with very isolating to discuss with people I know IRL. Even when attempting conversation, I find some may harshly judge and shame me as they don't understand..
  14. Impressive! Those are all great picks! I haven't played Dragon's Dogma II or Lies of P yet. Love that you are a variety gamer as well. I am currently playing Persona 5 Royale (an amazing JRPG) definitely becoming one of my favorites with a very moving story and concept, God of War Ragnarok, and As Dusk Falls (a fun decision story game to couch play with others). Are there any upcoming games you are excited to start? So glad to be here ❤️
  15. Life is Strange! Yes!! My mind totally blanked. Such a good series of games. All of them. What games are you playing right now? I am playing several...Zelda Tears of the Kingdom, Dragon's Dogma II, Yakuza Gaiden, and Lies of P. I play a variety of games...my favorite series though is the Atelier games. (Atelier Rorona, Ryza, Sophie, etc.) I wish you all the best here! ❤️
  16. I've decided to adopt a baby goat. It will be nice for me to have somebody to care of. I am also looking forward all the free goat cheese I'll have eventually. 

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    2. Doll6

      Doll6

      Haha!!! Yes baby goats are very cute 🥰

    3. Finchy

      Finchy

      Oh april fool's hahaha!!!!!! Well, it's still a good idea. :P 

    4. Jaylore

      Jaylore

      baby goat 😍

  17. Any time, Claire. I think it's great too, that us survivors have a safe and anonymous way to connect. I myself appreciate that I can say whatever here without it affecting me IRL, like some sensitive information and venting.
  18. Love this mission! Glad to hear it, this is an amazing outlook. I cannot thank you enough for the warm welcome.
  19. Happy to be here! Appreciate you ❤️
  20. Nice to meet you Finchy! I appreciate your kind words, glad to be here and found AS! Excited to hear you enjoyed the series Life is Strange! It is one of my all time favorites, very moving! Definitely amazing to find a fellow gamer fan can't wait to learn more about other games you've enjoyed!
  21. awi

    Hi! :)

    welcome friend to this safe and healing place
  22. Welcome to AS, Claire! I'm glad you found your way here. I'm sorry for what you've experienced, but you're not alone. You'll find a lot of friendly and supportive people here. I wish you all the best on your healing journey! Also, I love your pfp and such! I LOVE those games! For some reason, my brain is blanking on the title lol. But I played all of them. Really touching series. Always good to find other gamers here! (Sorry again, I don't know WHY my brain is getting foggy right now lol.) -Finchy
  23. Hello jelly8 and welcome on board! I am Wanna This community offers a safe place for survivors to connect, exchange support, advice and have the opportunity to use their voices. You decide what to share and when, we're here for you. Aside from trauma related topics, you can talk about day-to-day life here too, what's on your mind and how you feel. We have a Healing Through Creativity forum you could check out, where some of our artists here post their work. I do hope this will be the extra addition in your support system that you are looking for. I am glad to hear you have people s
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