trigger 1 (bus d.) is leaving soon. trigger 2 (neighbor) is also leaving. maintenance men have yet to show (trigger 3). the minutes on the phone will expire soon so i can go back to the old one (trigger 4). online is the usual weirdness and im not buying into any of it anymore (ongoing trigger 5). ive been avoiding church and feel much better (trigger 6). anywhere i go i get hit even going today to the toy store the guy at church's wife runs it and has to announce to everyone listening that i have no car. satan works overtime to mess with my head. i realize life will always be like this for me, but i will overcome. no weapon formed against me can prosper, im not responsible for other people, and they need to start carrying their own burdens. my angels look out for me. thank you.