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sarahenya369

A Synopsis Of Me.

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A while ago I was involved with a similar site called RYL; Recover Your Life. It's a great site, but it's about self harm mostly, and since I haven't even thought about my past addiction in 3 years, it's not really fulfilling my needs anymore. What I need now is to learn how to trust again. I need to learn how to enjoy sex, now that I have someone who makes me happy and treats me properly. Though I have enjoyed sex with my boyfriend of a year and a half, I still shut down and hit a wall way more than I want to. I had a line of abusive and bad relationships after my rape at 14, and I've done a lot of healing, but I can't do everything on my own. I've come so far from the girl who wouldn't speak to anyone and go into a mental fetal position for an hour at a time, to the person who can accurately describe what she's feeling in real time, but it doesn't mean I can chose what to feel. I need a push to continue moving on and to be ok with consensual sex with someone who loves me that I love too.

Anyway, that's me in a nutshell. I look forward to combing the forums in my spare time.

-Sarahenya

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I would say you are in the right place then. Welcome :)

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This might be a silly question, but how can I get to the chat room? I can't find it!

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It should just be along a bar at the top. It should be right beside the "Forums" tag. If not...I think you might need to have 10 posts before you can access it? Not sure about that though, I might have made that up :P

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Ya I just checked with a Moderator. You need 10 posts and then they'll give you permission to access chat

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Hi sarahyena,

welcome to AS, I'm Paula, one of the newbie support team here and I am here if you need any assistance with any aspect of the board.,

well done for reaching out to us, hope you find peace and healing here

take care, Paula :hi:

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Hi there.

Welcome to AS.

I hope you find this site to be helpful.

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