An Oldie's Story

[sb1944]

I admit it. I am old. I turned 68 last October. I am male. I am straight. I am married and have kids and grandkids.

When I was 11 or 12, I was going to Catholic school. I was very naive and unsexual.

While hanging out with 2 of my 'good' friends, a year ahead of me in school, I was pinned downed and one tried for force me to perform ORAL SEX. I was a very skinny kid and my FRIEND was much heavier than I.

I was able to not have to perform, but he did place his penis all over my face and in my mouth.

Only by refusing to do it, was I able to not have it take place.

Meanwhile the other friend just stood around and never helped.

I have had this hanging over me for over 50 years.

I can't say that it crippled me because I have survived and not sure of any harmful issues, but it is not something I ever talk about.

[silent no more]

I am so sorry that happened to you. It has affected you on some level, as you have held onto it all of these years. I am proud of you for finally breaking your silence!!

~SNM~

[Equalitee]

Welcome to After Silence.

I am very sorry for what happened to you. We are here to support you.

Take care

Equalitee

[~FOUND~]

Hi there.
Welcome to AS.

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