Hello.

[merryphoenix]

Hello. I am new and want to introduce myself. I am 54 and a grandma. I am very happily married. I love to watch birds and feed them. I am an avid reader. I love music. I work as a maid at a hotel and I have a great employer. I have needed a place to tell my story. It is only the last six years I have opened up totally and have been honest with myself. I was forced to see the truth in a most horrible way and have been struggling to understand and survive. No. I am not suicidal. Not in the least. But my life has been so totally rearranged for me...it is a struggle. All left for another area. I am very spiritual, but not religious. I have two lives. The one "before" and the one I live today. I hope to get help and understanding as well as help others. I have always been a good listener.

[~FOUND~]

Hi there.

Welcome to AS.

I hope you find this site to be helpful.

Found

[dodo]

Hi and welcome to AS

best wishes

karen

[alp]

Welcome to AS.

I hope you find support and comfort here.

[~FOUND~]

I hope you are finding your way around the boards ok.

Found

[samantha7]

Hello

Welcome to AS

Sam

[onbrokenwings]

Welcome to AS I hope you can find support and peace here.

[abbywil83]

Hi, welcome to AS. I'm here if you need someone to talk to. ~Abby

[~FOUND~]

Thinking of you.

Found

[Cowboyup]

howdy

welcome to as

cowboyup

[sunshinee]

Hi Merryphoenix,

Awh yay you're a grandma!

Welcome to Aftersilence My name is Mandy and I am apart of the Newbie Support Team here at AS, if you at anytime you need any help navigating the boards or just a listening ear please feel free to send me a message.

Glad to see you have some positive people in life Hope to see you around the boards!

Mandy

[whimsical1]

welcome to after-silence.