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Hi my name is Audrey and I live in Kentucky. I am 25 years old and currently trying to complete a BA degree in Social Sciences/History. I have recently acknowledged that Ineed major help trying to work through the pain of multiple SA's and some childhood abuse (non-sexual mostly). I am married to a wonderful man who saw me not as a broken piece of trash but a beautiful butterfly God would help fly. He tries really hard to be supportive most of the time. :) I also have one son who will soon be turning three. I enjoy reading, playing the piano, and doing logic type puzzles. I have found that playing the piano can actually be quite relaxing and a fairly inexpensive form of therapy. I am quite a bit overweight due to emotional eating and not being able to shed the baby weight after having my son. My hubby and I are trying to conceive again but are currently not having much success. I have been diagnosed with PTSD, GAD, PCOS, and Fibromyalgia among some other psychological issues that have gone undiagnosed such as agoraphobia, specified phobias (water and driving), and OCD. I have been dealing with hyper-vigilance, sleeping problems, fears (especially when alone), depression, and a major lack of gumption. I tend to isolate myself from the outside world. I can go days without leaving the house. I am usually only out to go to church and to get groceries or go out to eat with the hubby. I have no real friends where I live (with the exceptions being my husband and the Speech-Language Pathologist that comes once every two weeks for my son's speech therapy). My mother and step-father are the only family that lives anywhere near me. I am a stay-at-home mother so most of the time it is just my son and I for days on end. We have recently been taking him to a sitters a couple days a week so he can get more socialization and play with some kids his own age.

So that's a little about me. I hope to find some help and encouragement along my journey through this board and offer a shoulder to cry on or a helping hand to others that might need some as well.

Audrey :hug:

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Hi there.

Welcome to AS.

I hope you find this site to be helpful.

Thank you so much for sharing.

Message me any time.


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Hi Audry

I am glad you found the site. I have found it to be most helpful and hope that you do as well. I understood most of what you posted in way of diagnosis, but the last two I did not know? GAD and PCOS?

I am sorry you were hurt and glad to hear you have support from your spouse. As for being isolated, I can remember when my kids were little, it was difficult. A suggestion, if it's okay, is to make some play dates with other Mom's. They can come over to your place and socialize while the little ones play.

So, hello and welcome to AS. I am glad you are here.

Hugs, if they are okay


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I hope you are finding your way around the boards ok.


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Hi Audrey! :)

Welcome to After Silence :tealribbon: I hope you find what you are needing here.

Please let me know if you need any help finding your way around.

Take care,


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Thinking of you.


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welcome to after-silence. :)

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Hi Audrey,

Welcome to Aftersilence. I'm sorry for all that you have been through and I think it's great what you are doing in school!

I agree the piano can be a great form of therapy- I myself am trying to learn right now.

Hope you find the support you are looking for.


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