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Destiny79

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Hello, Obviousely I'm new. it's so hard to just start. I've been hiding my pain, fighting denial, flashbacks, blackouts, and desperately seeking help for 25 years now. (and I'm only 31). I keep doubting myself, If I can't remember all of it, did it really happen? Then I have flashbacks that my husband recounts to me because I black out. I just can't shake it off.

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Hi Destiny! The people here are really supportive and helpful. I think you've come to the right place.

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Hi there.

Welcome to AS.

I hope you find this site to be helpful.

Found

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Welcome to After Silence :flowers:

It's so hard to deal with memories that are fragmented and incomplete, and I know what it's like to doubt yourself. But, deep down you know this really did happen and you are telling the truth. If not, you wouldn't be in such turmoil.

I'm glad you found us. I hope you can find what you are needing here with us. You are not alone and we are all here to support each other.

Take gentle care,

Becky

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I hope you are finding your way around the boards ok.

Found

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welcome to after-silence. :)

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Hello, Obviousely I'm new. it's so hard to just start. I've been hiding my pain, fighting denial, flashbacks, blackouts, and desperately seeking help for 25 years now. (and I'm only 31). I keep doubting myself, If I can't remember all of it, did it really happen? Then I have flashbacks that my husband recounts to me because I black out. I just can't shake it off.

:sor: That sounds awefle ive doubted myself at times cuz the 1st one was at age 12 but i realized I have only wanted it to not be true so hence the doubt. You didnt deserve whatever happened to you and I wand to welcome you to After Silence. You are safe here. Anything you say wont get out and you can tell everyone anything I find it so theriputic (Excuese my terrible spelling)

Message me if you ever need to talk! I am here for you! <3

safe hugs if ok!! :hug:

:notalone:

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Hello, Obviousely I'm new. it's so hard to just start. I've been hiding my pain, fighting denial, flashbacks, blackouts, and desperately seeking help for 25 years now. (and I'm only 31). I keep doubting myself, If I can't remember all of it, did it really happen? Then I have flashbacks that my husband recounts to me because I black out. I just can't shake it off.

:sor: That sounds awefle ive doubted myself at times cuz the 1st one was at age 12 but i realized I have only wanted it to not be true so hence the doubt. You didnt deserve whatever happened to you and I wand to welcome you to After Silence. You are safe here. Anything you say wont get out and you can tell everyone anything I find it so theriputic (Excuese my terrible spelling)

Message me if you ever need to talk! I am here for you! <3

safe hugs if ok!! :hug:

:notalone:

thank you!

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Hi Destiny79,

I am a member of the Newbie Support Team and just wanted to take the time to say welcome to After Silence.

I hope that you find comfort and support here as you become part of our community. I am glad that you have joined with us and look forward to getting to know you. If you need anything or have questions about the boards or how something works, please send me a personal message. I will gladly help in any way possible...also if you need someone to listen, let me know.

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Hello, Obviousely I'm new. it's so hard to just start. I've been hiding my pain, fighting denial, flashbacks, blackouts, and desperately seeking help for 25 years now. (and I'm only 31). I keep doubting myself, If I can't remember all of it, did it really happen? Then I have flashbacks that my husband recounts to me because I black out. I just can't shake it off.

hey welcome and you took the words right out of my mouth..

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