Not Really Sure Were To Start..

[SoSadLostAndLonely]

Hi, I am a newby!

I have read several posts and am SO very sad that so many people have endured such horrible pain and so many as young children. I feel blessed that I had a safe and loving world to grow in..

My life has taken a turn though, over the last few years. I was married young and had two children only to wake up at 30 and think- MY GOD IS THIS IT?? We divorced and over a long drawn out court case I have lost the custody of my son.. (Now 11) My ex husband poisoned him against me and it just got all so hard.. He was running away and we had the police involved several times.. I still cry everyday for him and havent seen him since 4th July 2010.. My daughter (14) lives with me and my husband and has no contact with her Father, not from my doing- he was just such an A***hole to her and she decided she was better off without him in her life.. Luckily she loves her Step Dad to bits and they have a really healthy and loving relationship..

My husband and I have 4 children together, sadly though we only see 2.. (I could explain it all but quite frankly it exhausts me and I live it!!!)

I have come to After Silence seeking comfort and guidence to build my relationship with my husband after being drugged and raped by a stranger a few years ago.. (have gone into details in other posts and not sure if I should elaberate in this forum?)

Anyhoo, just wanted to say Hi- introduce myself and say I am here and keen to do ALOT of healing and letting go.. Thanks

[dodo]

Hi and welcome to AS

best wishes

karen

[mickymunchkin]

hi, welcome here! nice that you found your way to AS. (((hugs)))

[~FOUND~]

:hug:

Hi there.

Welcome to AS.

I hope you find this site to be helpful.

Thank you so much for sharing.

Found

[whimsical1]

welcome to after-silence.

[Tiger Lily]

Hi,

Welcome to AS. I am sorry for what has brought you here but I am glad you found us. This is a great safe place and I hope you get as much support as you want/need. There is no pressure to post anything so just take your time

Take gentle care

-TL

[Guest LovesLoss]

Welcome to AS

Im sorry you need us, but glad you found us. I hope you find the healing and support you deserve here

Take care

Loves

[DisposableDaughter]

Welcome to AS. I hope you find the support you need on here.

[~FOUND~]

I hope you are finding your way around the boards ok.

Found

[HoneyLaura]

Hi welcome to After Silence hope you get all the support you need

[Po]

Hey SSLAL.

Welcome to AS. I am so so very sorry for why you are here, but am glad you are reaching out for help and support. You are safe here, and you are among safe, supportive friends.

[sisterinsurvival]

Hi,

My name is Lynn, and I am a member of the New Member Support Team. I just wanted to take the time to say welcome to After Silence.

I hope that you find comfort and support here as you become part of our community. I am glad that you have joined with us and look forward to getting to know you. If you need anything or have questions about the boards or how something works, please send me a personal message. I will gladly help in any way possible...also if you need someone to listen, let me know.

Take care,

Your Sister in Survival,

Lynn