I Am The New One...

[beautifulmask]

Hello everyone,

i found this forum and decided to register for it. I am at the moment struggling to live with my past, there is a lot going on on me and my friends and family don´t really understand and i can´t explain what it feels like.

My cousin abused me over a longer period, i don´t know how long, my memories are still not that clear. In fact I couldn´t remember for a long time, and even now that i know i often think my mind is playing tricks on me and makes this up. He committed suicide... so he is not alive anymore, that is another point i don´t know how to take it, is it good that he is gone? Sometimes i just find that he chose the easy way out...

I hope to find people here that understand my feelings and a bit of support in all the steps i have ahead of me...

Thanks for "listening".

[~FOUND~]

Hi there.

Welcome to AS.

I hope you find this site to be helpful.

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[sisterinsurvival]

Hi beautifulmask,

My name is Lynn, and I am a member of the New Member Support Team. I just wanted to take the time to say welcome to After Silence.

I hope that you find comfort and support here. I know that I have found the strength to face another day many times through the words and presence of those dear ones who make this site a true "community." I am glad that you have joined with us and look forward to getting to know you. If you need anything or have questions about the boards or how something works, please send me a personal message. I will gladly help in any way possible...also if you need someone to listen, let me know.

Take care,

[dodo]

Hi and welcome to AS

best wishes

karen

[~FOUND~]

I hope you are finding your way around the boards ok.

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[OverNightDecision]

Hello and welcome to AS!

Glad you're here, but sorry for what brought you here in the first place.

Take care and I hope to see you around.

You'll sure find many supportive people around here.

-OND.

[whimsical1]

hi mask.

[danni]

Welcome to A.S

[~FOUND~]

I hope you are doing ok. Thinking about you.

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[Tiang]

Welcome!