Not My First Time, But Its Been A Lifetime

[luseal]

Okay maybe not a lifetime, but it sure feels it. I haven't been on this site in quite some time so I thought it would be a good thing to reintroduce myself.

I use to come in and chat here, and gather support but than my relationship got increasingly worse and I was unable to continue on the road of healing so I stuffed it all back in the closet and went on my merry way. Although it was not very merry.

The relationship has finally ended and I am starting my life over again after waking up from the fog and in starting over I have discovered that not everything was stuffed as well as I'd of liked it to be because with the ending of the relationship it started peeking out, but again I had to much present stuff to deal with that I have not fully processed from that relationship. The bruises and scratches were the easiest thing to heal from that relationship. So, even after the relationship I wasn't healing anything really just learning to find more closets to stuff in. Now things are at least a bit stable and I have started seeing someone who is supportive and sweet and kind. With her came the knowledge in myself that if I didn't start doing the work and dealing with my past I would ruin this relationship. So here I am hopefully with enough motivation to carry through. I cracked the books I had started when I went to heal last time and refound myself here. I have also started a blog to kinda keep tabs on myself and maybe allow for someone eles to benifit, who knows I might drop a pebble of wisdom from time to time, but I promise nothing Anyhow that webpage is http://mylifeasasurvivor.blogspot.com/ if anyone cares to peak or whatnot.

Anyhow its good to be back, and i hope to reconnect with some old friends though I know there is a chance the ones I remember aren't around for round two. I am also looking foward to making new friends!!!!

Hope everyone is well, or on the road to wellness!!

Love to all!

Peace,

lusea

Edited February 2, 2010 by luseal

[~FOUND~]

Welcome back.

Found

[dodo]

Hi and welcome back to AS

best wishes

karen

[crosscountry1]

Welcome back!!!!

[luseal]

Thank you kindly for your welcomes

[YankeeDara]

Hello and welcome back.

[whimsical1]

WB Luseal.

[sunshinee]

Welcome back Luseal:)

[MidnightSunshine531]

welcome to AS

[~FOUND~]

Was thinking about you.