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[sporty070882]

Hi. I did some digging and found this site. I've never had a network of people that have been there and gone through what I have and I thought that this might be a good place to start. I am getting ready to get out of the military and have endured years of abuse including rape and the hands of coworkers and acquaintances. I have dealt with all of it quietly and alone until now and I'm trying to make some forward steps and start the healing process. I am very unemotional in how I remember things and I can talk about everything I've been through without any emotion at all. I've made everything purely intellectual or turned things into a non-reality and impersonalized it all. Having to be the only female with all men for the past three years doesn't really help that when there's really no sympathetic ear. You're either the sl*t or the b*tch and I guess I've been labeled as both from time to time. I think right now, the only emotion I usually feel is anger at the people that have done these things and anger that they've never had to pay the consequences for their actions. Maybe that's partly my fault by not ever saying anything. I did finally file a report against a person but all the information is restricted and nothing will ever come of it because I don't want to be dragged through the legal system. Anyways, that's a little about me. I hope that I can find some things I need here and I hope that I can be a help and encouragement to others as well. Thank you all for your time and caring.

[Saltywaters]

Welcome!!

Jo

[dodo]

Hi and welcome to AS

best wishes

karen

[sara_enlightened]

Hey sporty.... sorry about what has happened to you. Hope the best in your healing. Welcome and I hope you find all that you need here...

[sunflower2]

Hi & welcome to AS

Sunflower2

[winterrain]

hi and welcome to AS

winterrain

[John]

Hello there,

Welcome to AS, We do care here and I hope you find what you are looking for here

Please take care and PM me anytime

John