Stopping By Again...it's Alex!

[your.beautiful.mistake]

Hey everyone,

I'm sorry I've been away for forever. Things are so much better than they were...I occasionally have flashbacks/body memories but I feel healed and...amazing. I moved out of the house and am away at college and that's helped so much.

I'm at a loss for words. I'm not going to lie, I'm not sure I feel like I belong because I've been away for so long and because I'm pretty far along in the path to healing.

And speaking of healing...

I thought I was a lesbian.

...until I admitted my feelings for a really good guy friend. I'd actually had feelings for him all through high school - so - for about 4 years. =O

He spent the night and...it was beyond amazing. He knows about the *sa*/*r* and was so tender and caring and sweet. I know that it wasn't a one-night sort of a thing but I'm trying to figure out whether or not to ask him out (he said that he didn't know what to do with what happened when we talked...although I'm thinking this may have to do with the fact that I'm in control of any sexual situation/etc.).

So...hehehe. I'm still floating and on top of the world and I feel...amazing.

I hope all of you guys are well.

(((safe hugs)))

Love,

Alex

[Saltywaters]

Welcome back

Jo

[ladyscorpiana]

Glad you're back...and glad you had a great experience with your friend. Gotta love those! ;)

Hey everyone,

I'm sorry I've been away for forever. Things are so much better than they were...I occasionally have flashbacks/body memories but I feel healed and...amazing. I moved out of the house and am away at college and that's helped so much.

I'm at a loss for words. I'm not going to lie, I'm not sure I feel like I belong because I've been away for so long and because I'm pretty far along in the path to healing.

And speaking of healing...

I thought I was a lesbian.

...until I admitted my feelings for a really good guy friend. I'd actually had feelings for him all through high school - so - for about 4 years. =O

He spent the night and...it was beyond amazing. He knows about the *sa*/*r* and was so tender and caring and sweet. I know that it wasn't a one-night sort of a thing but I'm trying to figure out whether or not to ask him out (he said that he didn't know what to do with what happened when we talked...although I'm thinking this may have to do with the fact that I'm in control of any sexual situation/etc.).

So...hehehe. I'm still floating and on top of the world and I feel...amazing.

I hope all of you guys are well.

(((safe hugs)))

Love,

Alex

[your.beautiful.mistake]

Thanks for the welcome back. =)

[teazle]

Welcome back

I'm so glad everything is going well for you. And its ok to be here when you are further along your healing journey and not in such a crisis period, your presence is still wanted and needed......I'm sure you have lots of advice and support still to give to other people.

take care of yourself

teazle

[Guest]

It's nice to see you back, Alex. I'm glad things are going well for you. You will always belong here because you are a survivor.

[AmyLyn]

Welcome back. This site is for every survivor regardless of where they are in the healing process, you are always welcome here.

[your.beautiful.mistake]

Thanks to everyone for the welcome backs.

And thanks for always welcoming me back. =)

[sisterinsurvival]

Yahoo, !
We love you, and are glad you've found AfterSilence!