Hi I Am New Here

[caitlynnb]

Hi,I am Caitlynn and I am a 28 year old rape surviver and I was badly raped when I was 15.I remmber I was walking home after seeing a friend of mine and my neighbor grabbed from me from behind and gaged me.The next thing I knew that I was in his base basement handcuffed to his wall which he called his dungeon.I was badly beaten and raped for 5 hours.I did get out by luck by some how the handcuffs broke after my neighbor left for 2 days.I did get home and my parents did call the police.I did get checked out and recieved more bad news,I could not get pregnant in the future by the doctors and my dream of having children was shattered.I did not get justice,My rapist decide to kill himself during a standoff with the police because he did not want to go back to prison which he served for sexual assult 5 years earlier.My life is is going great now,I have a wonderful,loving boyfriend of 3 years that understands what I went through.

[Katia60]

Hi Caitlynn.

Welcome to AS. I'm glad that you are here.

I'm sorry for what you have gone through. I know this is a good place for sharing, support, and healing.

Good and healing thoughts to you.

Kate

[lil'angel]

Welcome to AS!!!

[teazle]

Hi caitlynn

welcome to AS, I hope you find what you're looking for

take care of yourself

teazle

[caitlynnb]

Thanks and I have been seing a therapist which has been helping a lot.My boyfriend now fiance Aaron whom prposed to me last night ,I said yes if you want to know goes with me for support.The house is torn down,I had nightmares after that I seen the house and A new house was built.

[Ash.....]

Hi, Caitlynnb, and welcome!

Ash

[lovesitc]

Hi Caitlynn.

Wanted to say welcome and also looks like congratulations are in order on your engagement!

love, tamara

[~Mandy~]

Welcome to AS.

Take Care

Mandy

[Survivors sanctuary]

Welcome to AS ...

[caitlynnb]

I am getting back together and getting married to my fiance Aaron is one of them,we do plan on getting married in June or July.I did tell my fiance when I started dating him and his reaction was very good,he fully understands.I am German and I was born in Germany,I moved to the US with my parents when I was 4 years old for a better life and freedom,we are US citizens now since moving in 1983.

[Atlantis]

Welcome to AS Caitlynnb. I'm so sorry you have had such a horrific experience but you've bravely fought through. I am glad to hear that your life is now a lot better and that you have just got engaged. I wish you all the luck in the World with that. You deserve a lot of happiness after what you've been through.

Atlantis

[IamCJ]

Welcome to AS. I wanted to say that I really relate to your story and wanted to tell you how sorry I am for what you went through. It takes a lot of courage to survive something so traumatic. Good for you for finding the strength to make it out of there alive.

Peace to you, and I hope you find what you are looking for here.

CJ

[Butterflyangelbaby]

Hey Welcome to AS

[Haullie]

Love Always, Haullie