Hi, I’m Ellie!

[Elliee]

Hi everyone, I’m Elle. I’m 24 and I have been a victim of rape. I won’t go into full detail of what happened but let’s just say it’s left me feeling really guilty and scared. I joined as I don’t have any support outside in the real world, so I hope by being here I can help others and get support for myself.
 

my interests are, football, art, drawing, I enjoy spending time with my dog called teddy. I find that drawing helps me relax through a panic attack. 

Edited January 27, 2023 by Elliee

[Doll6]

Welcome Elle. I’m sorry for what you have been through but am glad you found us here. AS is a lovely, supportive community of people who understand.

[Six_times_seven]

Welcome to AS Elliee what happened to you is unfair, but I am glad that you have found AS.  There are many people who will be able to relate to your experiences, in both what has happened and your feelings as a result of it.   Look around, and continue to interact when and where you feel comfortable here.  
 

[MeBeMary]

Hi Elle.

Welcome to AfterSilence. I am sorry you have reason to be here, but you have found a very supportive site. Our members are understanding and kind. You are not alone.

Those guilty and scared feelings...unfortunately, they are very common. We often feel ashamed, when it should be the jerk who hurt us. We hope, with a little time, you can release that shame, as it is so undeserved. The fear...that takes time, too. I'm sorry you were hurt.

Take your time and look around. There is no pace but the one you make for yourself. I wish you many healing steps on your journey forward.

Mary

[Dawn76]

Welcome to AS Elle, 

I am so sorry you were hurt. The feelings you have are completely valid. It's safe to share here if/when you are ready too. There is no judgement here, only support and encouragement. 

❤

[missfrier]

Dear elly

 

Welcome to After Silence.  I am sorry to hear of the trauma you have been through!

 

Being here has helped me so much.   Everyone is so caring and supportive here.  I am proud of you for reaching out.  I know that is hard to do.  I also know that you will find that needed compassion and support here within our community.  Know we are here for you and we will listen whenever you would like to lean on us.    

 

Take care and please do not hesitate to ask for any help if you ever need it.