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[Stephanief]

Hello. This is my first time in one of these groups. I am currently dealing with abuse from 25 years ago. Someone said this could help me. Not really sure how to use it. I apologize if I am doing this wrong. 6 months ago I had a massage reiki session that led to an emotional release and an opening for all my old trauma to reappear. It's been 6 months of agony and pain. This is my first step in trying to help myself. 

[Capulet]

Hello @Stephanief and welcome to After Silence!!!

You will soon hear from a member of the Newbie Support Team with some helpful information on how to navigate the site.  From what I can see, you're doing wonderfully already!  

I'm sorry to learn of what has brought you here and that you have had a bad experience following your Reiki session six months ago.  I've never tried Reiki but was told that it can have powerful effects. 

Excellent job on taking steps to help yourself!!  That's huge - I hope you are proud of yourself.

Again - welcome.  I am here if you have any questions or concerns! 

Best wishes,

- Capulet

[Stephanief]

Hello @Capulet

I think the reiki was an amazing experience. I'm not sure if I ever would have started this healing journey if it weren't for that session breaking my heart opened.

I highly recommend for anyone that's disconnected from their body.

Trying to turn my pain into a purpose. Thank you for welcoming me. 🙏

-S

[Finchy]

Welcome to AS @Stephanief! I'm glad you found your way here. I'm terribly sorry for what you've experienced, though. You didn't deserve any of the trauma you've been through...and none of it was your fault. I don't know a thing about Reiki, but I've heard some good things about it...but also some very tough things, like what you experienced. The healing happens after pain sometimes, after a lot of pain. But you've started on your journey to healing, which is so great! I'm proud of you.  

And yes, you're using the site the right way, no worries! I will send you a PM (private message) soon with some helpful links. Welcome again! Take care of yourself. ❤️

-Finch

[missfrier]

Dear stephanief

 

Welcome to After Silence.  I am sorry to hear of the trauma you have been through!

 

Being here has helped me so much.   Everyone is so caring and supportive here.  I am proud of you for reaching out.  I know that is hard to do.  I also know that you will find that needed compassion and support here within our community.  Know we are here for you and we will listen whenever you would like to lean on us.    

 

Take care and please do not hesitate to ask for any help if you ever need it.  

[MeBeMary]

7 hours ago, Stephanief said:

Hello. This is my first time in one of these groups. I am currently dealing with abuse from 25 years ago. Someone said this could help me. Not really sure how to use it. I apologize if I am doing this wrong. 6 months ago I had a massage reiki session that led to an emotional release and an opening for all my old trauma to reappear. It's been 6 months of agony and pain. This is my first step in trying to help myself. 

Hi Stephanie and Welcome.

I am very sorry for what happened 25 years ago and the struggles it has caused. It was undeserved and very unfair. You have found a community that is filled to the brim with supportive and understanding members. You are not alone.

The best way to get accustomed to the place is to just look around. If you see something you'd like to put input on...do so. When you feel ready to create more posts for yourself, go for it. The main idea is to see that others can relate to you and you1 0to others. It can be a truly healing place to be. 

I wish you the best as you begin to move forward down this path of healing.

Mary

  

[8888]

Welcome @Stephanief to After Silence.  I’m sorry for what brought you here but I’m happy you are here reaching out for support.  Good job taking this step in your healing process.  You are not alone and what happened to you wasn’t your fault.  Take your time exploring and post when you are ready.  If you have any questions feel free to message me. 

[Sunshine02]

Welcome @Stephanief ! I am here for you if you need anything  Just remember you are not alone, we are here to support you :))) 

- Sunshine 🌞

[Stephanief]

Thank you all for welcoming me to the group. I appreciate the support. Looking forward to sharing more and contributing. - S@Capulet @mini.finch @missfrier @MeBeMary @8888 @Sunshine02

Edited December 5, 2021 by Stephanief