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[Kashjack]

Hi, 

I'm kashjack. I'm a nonbinary/transmasculine human. I have osdd which means I sometimes refer to myself as he and sometimes as she depending on who's at the front. Survivor or sexual abuse on and off from 2-26. Survivor also of rape, assault and emotional abuse. I have complex ptsd. 

I used to be on this forum I think, many years ago. Or at least I visited the page. I have come and gone in my recovery but right now is a hard time. 

I'm hoping that connecting might help me manage my constant flashbacks and battle with self harm. 

So that's me. 

[missfrier]

Dear kashjack

Welcome to After Silence!!

I'm sorry for what you have been through.  I find it is easier to talk on forums then out loud.  Being here has helped me so much, even from the first time I ever posted.  It is still helping me - I have so much support here and I know you will, as well.  Here at AS, we are like a big family and our members are kind and non-judgemental.

I am sending you lots of safe hugs! 

Take care!

[Capulet]

HI Kashjack, and welcome! I'm sorry to learn of all of your traumatic experiences!  I'm glad you're here, though, and do hope that you'll be able to gain lots of support from being here.  This is a great community!!!

All the best,
Cap

[MeBeMary]

Welcome to AfterSilence. I am very sorry for all the trauma you've endured over your life. This was wrong and unfair. Nobody has the right to hurt another human in this way. I am very sorry that you've endured this. You will find understanding, support, and acceptance here. You are not alone.

I am sorry you are struggling, at the moment, but we have many forums where you can talk and interact with others who share some of the same struggles as you. Tho you may have been here in the past or just visiting, I am glad you remembered us and decided to join. I wish you nothing but forward steps on this unpredictable journey we call healing.

Mary

 

[snmls]

Welcome @Kashjack

I'm sorry for all the trauma you have faced, but I'm glad you found the site and decided to join. You are always welcome here. This is such a supportive community and you are welcome to post and share on the site whenever you feel comfortable. 

[8888]

Welcome @Kashjack to After Silence.  I’m sorry for what brought you here but I’m happy you are here reaching out for support.   Good job taking this step in your healing process.  You are not alone and what happened to you wasn’t your fault.  Take your time exploring and post when you are ready.  If you have any questions feel free to message me.