I'm Jess. I've been to Hell and back. Nice to meet you.

[Jess<3]

New***

I'm Jessie and am 28yrs old.  I'm a survivor of abuse and sexual assult from childhood on up.  By my father, boyfriends, domesticly for 5 years, by strangers many times.  I have countless stories..... Bad luck?  🤔

This last assult was a stranger who broke in.  He got life, but took mine too.

I want to stay alive.  But all these years of pain are hard to bear.  PTSD has never been worse.

 I am a survivor everyday. 

But, ...I can't life right now. 

Message me.  Looking for Hope. 

Edited September 5, 2019 by Jess<3

[8888]

Welcome to After Silence.  I’m sorry for what brought you here but I’m happy you are here reaching out for support.  Good job taking this step in your healing process.  You are not alone and what happened to you wasn’t your fault.  Take your time exploring and post when you are ready.

[Hosstheboss16]

Dear Jess<3,

Hello! I’m sorry for what you’ve gone through. It is really upsetting. You’re a very strong person. I hope you enjoy it here. It has helped me a lot.

Prayers and hugs if that’s okay. You can message me if you ever need a private one on one.  

-Hoss 💗🌸

[snmls]

Hi @Jess<3

Welcome to AS.  I'm very sorry for all the trauma you have experienced in your life.  You did not deserve any of it, and none of it was your fault.  While you may be having a hard time right now, remember that you are strong and brave.  You have survived everyday since then.  It will take time, but you can heal from all of this. We are all here to support you.  Reach out whenever you need to.  

[MeBeMary]

21 hours ago, Jess<3 said:

New***

I'm Jessie and am 28yrs old.  I'm a survivor of abuse and sexual assult from childhood on up.  By my father, boyfriends, domesticly for 5 years, by strangers many times.  I have countless stories..... Bad luck?  🤔

This last assult was a stranger who broke in.  He got life, but took mine too.

I want to stay alive.  But all these years of pain are hard to bear.  PTSD has never been worse.

 I am a survivor everyday. 

But, ...I can't life right now. 

Message me.  Looking for Hope. 

Hi Jessie,

Welcome to AS. I am very sorry for the traumas you've experienced, but you will find tons of support here. I am glad you found some justice with the abuser who hurt you recently. They are validating moments for every survivor when another one of them is put away. I wish you the best on your journey of healing.

Mary

[Struggling88]

Hi, Jess, and welcome! 

[Jess<3]

37 minutes ago, Struggling88 said:

Hi, Jess, and welcome! 

Hi!!  Thank you!  

Edited September 6, 2019 by Jess<3

[Jess<3]

3 hours ago, MeBeMary said:

Hi Jessie,

Welcome to AS. I am very sorry for the traumas you've experienced, but you will find tons of support here. I am glad you found some justice with the abuser who hurt you recently. They are validating moments for every survivor when another one of them is put away. I wish you the best on your journey of healing.

Mary

Hi Mary,

Thank you.  It has been pretty rough lately.  I am glad I got some Justice for my case.  Not enough for what he took.  But more than most.  God will be the true judge. 

Edited September 6, 2019 by Jess<3

[Jess<3]

10 hours ago, snmls said:

Hi @Jess<3

Welcome to AS.  I'm very sorry for all the trauma you have experienced in your life.  You did not deserve any of it, and none of it was your fault.  While you may be having a hard time right now, remember that you are strong and brave.  You have survived everyday since then.  It will take time, but you can heal from all of this. We are all here to support you.  Reach out whenever you need to.  

Hello,👋

It is hard to believe that entirely.

I hope time heals, because my heart feels like a shattered rock.  💔

Thank you for your uplifting kind words!

[Jess<3]

12 hours ago, Hosstheboss16 said:

Dear Jess<3,

Hello! I’m sorry for what you’ve gone through. It is really upsetting. You’re a very strong person. I hope you enjoy it here. It has helped me a lot.

Prayers and hugs if that’s okay. You can message me if you ever need a private one on one.  

-Hoss 💗🌸

Hoss,

Hello.  I see there is much more support here than I expected. 

Thank you for your prayers! 

I might take you up on that! 💜💜

[Jess<3]

23 hours ago, 8888 said:

Welcome to After Silence.  I’m sorry for what brought you here but I’m happy you are here reaching out for support.  Good job taking this step in your healing process.  You are not alone and what happened to you wasn’t your fault.  Take your time exploring and post when you are ready.

Thank you for your support. 

It is sad there are so many struggling. 

But I'm glad I can find support here. 🖤

 

[missfrier]

 Dear @Jess<3 

Welcome to After Silence.  I am sorry to hear of the trauma you have been through!

Being here has helped me so much.   Everyone is so caring and supportive here.  I am proud of you for reaching out.  I know that is hard to do.  I also know that you will find that needed compassion and support here within our community.  Know we are here for you and we will listen whenever you would like to lean on us.    

Take care and please do not hesitate to ask for any help if you ever need it.  

[Hosstheboss16]

14 hours ago, Jess<3 said:

Hoss,

Hello.  I see there is much more support here than I expected. 

Thank you for your prayers! 

I might take you up on that! 💜💜

Anytime honey 😊💗👍

[Mave]

Welcome to After Silence, @Jess<3. This is a thriving community full of good, kind people. I am deeply sorry to hear of your suffering and wish there was more that I could do to make it better. You didn’t deserve any of the actions others took against you, and I hope you know how strong and brave you are. You will get your life back, and you can heal and take your power back. We’re all behind you. You are surviving every day, and you will thrive soon. Keep fighting and please reach out if you need anything. My inbox is always open. ❤

Edited September 6, 2019 by Mave

[vitamin]

Hi Jessie,

Welcome to AS, you'll find a kind and supportive community here ready to listen whenever you're ready to talk. 

Sorry for what brought you here but I'm glad you found us.

Vit