flava Posted December 15, 2005 Hi everyone. I'm Flava. My violent attacks occured 9-9-04 and again in 11-29-04. It's been a year and my anniversary was fulled of soaking, flashbacks, hurtful flashbacks,etc, just pure chaos. Anyway I think of sometimes like what if I loved or hugged and kissed him or he did that to me or us dating. And I know that could never happen but I just feel crazy. HELP!!!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Donna Posted December 15, 2005 I'm sorry for what you have been through hun, it can be very hard and make you think that anything down the line could be just as those attacks were. That's one of the harder things about healing from abuse, your trust having been broken. Feel free to scope around the board and make yourself at home. Everybody here understands and is here for you anytime that you need. Welcome to AS. Donna =) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Venia Posted December 15, 2005 Hi Flava, and welcome to After Silence, I'm sorry to hear what you've been through and that you struggle with those flashbacks, it's really hard I know . There are lots of people here who can identify with what you've been through, though. I hope that you'll find support among the wonderful people at this board. Love, Meg xx Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
tealight rookie Posted December 16, 2005 Welcome to AS Ruthie Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
shivedheart Posted December 16, 2005 (((gentle hugs))) I can't imagine how hard it's been for you - facing the first year. But you've made it through and given time, it will get better. You have come to the right place! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jessie Posted December 17, 2005 Welcome to AS Flava Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Books101 Posted December 18, 2005 Welcome to As sweetie Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
