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Almost got into a heated argument during a party last night then I got to thinking why I get so angry and the brick wall hit me hard, I was 12 years old when this guy chose me to assault and it then happened twice after so diffetent men and i realized I don't like sex finally said it 

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Dear Happykats

 I would like to welcome you to After Silence's forums.  We are all here for you and want to support you in any way we can. I know that posting for the first time can be scary.  Please don't worry, though; you will always be given so much support from our lovely community and its members.  You're not alone - we are with you.

You will soon receive an official welcome message in your inbox.  Please feel free to respond to that PM if you have any questions about the forum or if you need some help finding your way around the site. 

Take care and keep reaching out!! 

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Hi @happykats

Welcome to AS.  I'm sorry for what happened to you.  It's not your fault and you didn't deserve to be treated that way. I am happy you decided to join AS.  This site is a safe space and you are always welcome here.  No one will judge you and you will be believed and respected.  All of us are here to support you in whatever way you need, whether that's offering advice, providing validation, or just letting you know that we are there for you.  I hope you find the site to be as helpful as I do.  

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Hi @happykats,

Welcome to AS. I am sorry for all that trauma, all that emotion can be hard to deal with. Your not alone! I personally don’t like sex either the idea of it scares me and I have troubles trusting my partner afterwards.  You deserve to be cared for and loved so be gentle on yourself. You will be heard here and validated and given support.  It was a brave step to join as AS it took an inner strength that should be applauded to post your first post. Looking forward to getting to know you.


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Since my brain has brought me to this point I have the overwhelming feeling that I'm,not worthy, and the job that I do is very rewarding in its self but now I'm feel like a pile of shit can't seem to break it 

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Hi @happykats and welcome to AS.  I am sorry for what you went through and it is traumatic indeed when the feelings resurface.  You have taken a courageous first step to a wonderful welcoming and supportive community.  Please reach out via PM if you need help or just have questions navigating!

Again welcome :)

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