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Hi, I am new to this chat room, I haven't really tried connecting with other survivors but lately I feel so depressed and alone. I am pushing the few people that are close to me away. I don't want to keep living like this fighting the nightmares and flashbacks all the time. I am so sick of waiting for it to get better. I am doing the counseling and the meds, and the grounding and I wait  and I wait, when exactly does it get better when does that knife piercing my body and soul release?

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Hi @kala1024

Welcome to AS! I’m sorry for the trauma that brings you here, but you’ve found a supportive place. I can understand the feelings you describe, wondering if things will ever get better . It sounds like you are doing a lot of work on your healing and I’m sorry you are still feeling discouraged and alone . This place helped me a lot with feelings of isolation and I hope it will also help you. Take your time to look around and feel free to post as much or as little as you like, as you feel ready.

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Hello Kala, and welcome. :)  Am so sorry you are in so much pain right now.  It does get better with time and having the support of a community certainly does do wonders.

Best of luck to you - I hope that being here brings you eventual peace and comfort and healing.

Capulet

 

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@kala1024 Hi Kala - welcome and sorry for what brings you here, but you are in a safe place and it will get better with time and support. I understand how you feel. You are not alone. This site really helps. Big hugs to you if ok.

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18 hours ago, kala1024 said:

Hi, I am new to this chat room, I haven't really tried connecting with other survivors but lately I feel so depressed and alone. I am pushing the few people that are close to me away. I don't want to keep living like this fighting the nightmares and flashbacks all the time. I am so sick of waiting for it to get better. I am doing the counseling and the meds, and the grounding and I wait  and I wait, when exactly does it get better when does that knife piercing my body and soul release?

Hi kala,

Welcome to AS. I am very sorry for the trauma you experienced, nobody had the right to do that to you. I am sorry that you are dealing with so many struggles right now, and I can understand the discouragement. You are doing a lot of right things. I wish there was a time table for healing, but if there is, I haven't hear of it. Would be nice, wouldn't it?  I'm glad you reached out to us and hope that walking this healing path with us makes your journey a little bit easier.

Mary

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