Created2Thrive Posted July 24, 2017 (edited) Hi everyone! I don't know why it has been so hard for me to make this first post on AS. I feel like speaking out is the next step I need to take to continue this journey of healing. In my heart I feel weak for reaching out for help but in my conscious mind, I know this is not rational. I know I need to speak out about the crimes and abuse inflicted upon me. So I am joining all the brave resilient beautiful souls here at AS. I am taking this step. Edited July 24, 2017 by Created2Thrive Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dahliaa Posted July 24, 2017 First of all, I'm proud of you for making your first post! I know it's not always easy to take that first step. There is no rush in speaking out about what happened. It's important to think of your comfort first. We will continue to be here when you're ready. Safe and welcome! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Painnbroken Posted July 24, 2017 Welcome @Created2Thrive To As! No worries I'm glad you were finally able to write your first post. I'm sorry you've felt weak but you're NOT weak at all. Please know there is not rush here on saying stuff and there is no pressure here. You will find some of the people here can relate in someways. Just know you're not alone here. Thank you're time say as much or as little as you like. Best wishes on your healing journey PB Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Created2Thrive Posted July 24, 2017 Thanks!! I appreciate your supportive words. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Created2Thrive Posted July 24, 2017 4 minutes ago, Dahliaa said: First of all, I'm proud of you for making your first post! I know it's not always easy to take that first step. There is no rush in speaking out about what happened. It's important to think of your comfort first. We will continue to be here when you're ready. Safe and welcome! Thanks for your supportive words!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
MeBeMary Posted July 24, 2017 13 minutes ago, Created2Thrive said: Hi everyone! I don't know why it has been so hard for me to make this first post on AS. I feel like speaking out is the next step I need to take to continue this journey of healing. In my heart I feel weak for reaching out for help but in my conscious mind, I know this is not rational. I know I need to speak out about the crimes and abuse inflicted upon me. So I am joining all the brave resilient beautiful souls here at AS. I am taking this step. Hello Created2Thrive, Welcome to AS. I am very sorry for the things that bring you here, but you will find tons of support from our understanding members. It's not easy to reach out, but you have, so in my book, that is courage. Nobody had the right to hurt you, but finding your voice is a not just a next step, but a huge one. I wish you the best as you begin more forward steps on this journey we call healing. Mary Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Created2Thrive Posted July 24, 2017 19 minutes ago, MeBeMary said: Hello Created2Thrive, Welcome to AS. I am very sorry for the things that bring you here, but you will find tons of support from our understanding members. It's not easy to reach out, but you have, so in my book, that is courage. Nobody had the right to hurt you, but finding your voice is a not just a next step, but a huge one. I wish you the best as you begin more forward steps on this journey we call healing. Mary Thank you Mary! I am already feeling like taking this step is definitely moving me in the right direction. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Created2Thrive Posted July 24, 2017 20 minutes ago, reglois said: Thank you Reglois!! Love your smiley face signs. Put a smile and my face, and dried up my tears. Thanks! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dahliaa Posted July 24, 2017 34 minutes ago, Created2Thrive said: Thanks for your supportive words!! Not problem! Whenever you need a little bit of encouragement, you just let me know! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Created2Thrive Posted July 24, 2017 2 minutes ago, Dahliaa said: Not problem! Whenever you need a little bit of encouragement, you just let me know! Thanks again. Can't tell you how much this means to me. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
tuliptorn Posted July 24, 2017 Glad you decided to share. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
oceonwaves Posted July 24, 2017 @Created2Thrive welcome to AS and well done for posting it takes courage to take the first step , amd I hope you have a good healing journey , I have found this site god send and it has really helped me because of all the wonderful kind and understanding members. so many resources on here. it is useful when the insomnia kicks and I can spend the time here and not just tossing and turning half the night. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Created2Thrive Posted July 24, 2017 Thank you for your encouraging works Oceanwaves! They are a comfort to me. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ian37 Posted July 24, 2017 Welcome, Created! It takes a lot of courage and strength to reach out. The journey can indeed be a lengthy one. Still, there always needs to be a start. This is something that no one can really do alone and you are not weak at all reaching out. It's hard to find that balance in between our heart and mind. Just one part of what makes this all so difficult. No need to rush at all. You'll never take a more important journey. My sincere hope is that you will find a lot of healing and immense help here. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Created2Thrive Posted July 24, 2017 (edited) Thank you Ian37. Your kind and supportive words mean a lot to me! Edited July 25, 2017 by Created2Thrive miss spelled word Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
fallenstar Posted July 25, 2017 Welcome to AS @Created2Thrive I like the username you chose Glad you were able to break the ice in posting your first post here, it's understandably difficult to search for a place like this, to join AND to post. Well done Happy that you took your time, hopefully you will feel the support that this board has to offer. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Created2Thrive Posted July 25, 2017 Thank you so much for your welcoming words and your comment about my user name. I wanted a user name that empowered me. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
patriciag Posted July 25, 2017 2 hours ago, Created2Thrive said: Hi everyone! I don't know why it has been so hard for me to make this first post on AS. I feel like speaking out is the next step I need to take to continue this journey of healing. In my heart I feel weak for reaching out for help but in my conscious mind, I know this is not rational. I know I need to speak out about the crimes and abuse inflicted upon me. So I am joining all the brave resilient beautiful souls here at AS. I am taking this step. Welcome to AS. You may think you are weak for reaching out but I can tell you its the bravest and hardest thing to do. It is so out of our comfort zone and not feeling in control. You will find you are not alone here, we understand what you are feeling. Patricia Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bluesclues Posted July 25, 2017 Welcome to as. Like what everyone else has said this is a huge, courageous, and brave step that you took. I'm so glad you have found this site. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Created2Thrive Posted July 25, 2017 Thanks Patricia and Bluesclues! I really appreciate your supportive words of encouragement. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Free2Fly Posted July 25, 2017 3 hours ago, Created2Thrive said: Hi everyone! I don't know why it has been so hard for me to make this first post on AS. I feel like speaking out is the next step I need to take to continue this journey of healing. In my heart I feel weak for reaching out for help but in my conscious mind, I know this is not rational. I know I need to speak out about the crimes and abuse inflicted upon me. So I am joining all the brave resilient beautiful souls here at AS. I am taking this step. Hey, no need to be afraid everyone here are quite lovely and caring and don't judge. welcome to AS if okay? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Created2Thrive Posted July 25, 2017 34 minutes ago, Free2Fly said: Hey, no need to be afraid everyone here are quite lovely and caring and don't judge. welcome to AS if okay? Thanks for the warm welcome. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Free2Fly Posted July 25, 2017 11 hours ago, Created2Thrive said: Thanks for the warm welcome. Your very welcome Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Hecate Posted July 25, 2017 18 hours ago, Created2Thrive said: Hi everyone! I don't know why it has been so hard for me to make this first post on AS. I feel like speaking out is the next step I need to take to continue this journey of healing. In my heart I feel weak for reaching out for help but in my conscious mind, I know this is not rational. I know I need to speak out about the crimes and abuse inflicted upon me. So I am joining all the brave resilient beautiful souls here at AS. I am taking this step. Hello Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
