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Hi... New Here And Frightened

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Hello, my name is Shan. I am 32 years old. I am a survivor of almost 10 years of child molestation and rape. I am just in the last 6 months recovering memories. And I am also just recently diagnosed with "DID" Diasociative Identity Disorder. I just got out of the hospital a few days ago. I had already known of "Sami" she is 6 but we "recovered" 3 others. I am pretty raw and scared at this point. I also endured many many years of physical beatings as a child. And then my Mom, my whole world, suicided when I was 16.

I am not sure I belong here. When I think of "Rape" I still think of it as just an adult who was attacked and raped. I don't all the time concider... or can't concider what happened to me as being raped. I was stupid to let it go on. I don't know.

I apologize. This was supposed to be a simple hello.

Turns out to be a crying session. :cry:

Hello to you all here. Bless your hearts for the pain you have suffered.

My username... Silverheart... has a bit of a story behind it. Silver was my cat. She was my heart, my soul, my world. Everything to me. She was there as a babywhen He would come in and perpetrate me. She would sit by my head until he left. She was almost 17 and she had to be put down a couple weeks ago. I am lost. But she was , is and will always be my heart. :wub:

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Welcome to After Silence sweetheart. :):hug:

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Welcome to AS hun :hug:

CJ :wub:

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:hug: Welcome to AS and don't worry, you do belong here :hug:

btw - no need to apologize :hug: :hug:

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Hi honey..

welcome to AS.

post as much or as little and dont worry about pouring out emotion. I do it so regularly here..probably mor ehere then anywhere else lol.

:greet::greet::greet::greet:

Soph

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:greet: Welcome to After Silence :greet::hug:

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((((((((((((Shan)))))))))))))

Welcome to AS :hug:

I'm so sorry for what you've been through. I hope this lovely forum helps in your road to recovery. We're here for you sweetie

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Welcome to AS. :hug:

~~Melissa

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Welcome to After Silence :wave:

I hope you find friendship and support here :)

Love, Meg x

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Hi! and welcome! I hope you find this to be a a very welcoming and caring place. I am new here myself, but I am also willing to listen to you! Take care of you and you are #1!!

HUGZ*-Princesslena

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Sorry if i already said ihi ~ i wanted to say Hi again..and if i didnt then hi for the first time!!!

Welcome to AS :) :)

:hug: :hug: :hug:

Lina xxx

p.s. being frightened isn't so bad *cuddles* xx

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Welcome to A.S

I can imagine that what you are going through would be very confusing. I am sorry for the terrible things you have been through and for the pain you are feeling now.

I hope you find what you need here!!

:hug::hug:

Becky

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