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[CurlyQueen]

Hi my name is Quinn. I just finished my freshman year of college. I only had a couple of friends, but it was going pretty well untill the last weekend. My two guy friends (pretty much my only friends in college) convinced me to get high. Id never done it before, and I guess I had too much because I passed out. One of my friends sexually assaulted me while my best friend watched. Thankfully I was able to get away before it esclated to rape, but its still so traumutazing. I have a lot of conflicting feelings. I know logicaly that its not my fault and all that, but because I had so much trust and love with the guys who did it and I sorta of said yes, its just really hard. I kinda feel like an idiot, and all I want to do is talk to it with my college friends, but they all either were my perpetraotrs or are close friends with them so its just really messed up. I already have some support, and I feel somwhat better but its been 2 months and I still feel like I cant move on. I feel stuck. I dont know really what I am looking for. All I know is that its the only thing I can think about. 

[caprisun]

Hi Quinn im so sorry about what happened to you they shouldnt have taken advantage of you like they did. Your in a safe place now and you can take as long you need to heal.

[Nightsky0216]

Hi Quinn,

I am so sorry to hear that this has happened to you. People you trust shouldn't do that to you, it wasn't your fault at all. I just finished my freshman year too. Welcome to AS. I'm here if you ever want to talk.

- K

[phoenixxx]

Welcome Quinn, I am so sorry about what they did to you. I understand how confusing it is when the people who hurt you are your friends or someone you really cared about and trusted. Hope you find support here.

[reglois]

    if ok

[M3g]

None of it was your fault and I'm sorry that you had to go through that. Welcome to AS and I hope this site helps with your healing. Sending support. Here if you need to talk

[Struggling88]

Hi, Quinn, and welcome! 

[Vivkitten]

I'm sorry for what happened to you, but I'm happy your here welcome :-) 

[Tannyluck]

Hi and welcome to AS! I hope you find our community informative/supportive. I wish you well on your healing journey.