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This is my first time here I feel that I am finally ready to talk about what happened. December the 28 will be four yrs since the first time I was raped. I love December in a way and in a way I hate it and wish it would never come around. He ruined what used to be the happiest time of yr for me. I still hold very much hate in my heart for him and dont know how to get rid of it. I want to post one of my poems but first a Pearl Jam lyric. "on the edge of a Christmas clean love young virgin held from heaven visiting. Yea but to the man above her she just aint nothin she doesnt like the view, she doesnt like the view, she doesnt like the view but he sinks himself deep cant touch the bottom."----Pearl Jam deep

Now for my poem I hope it gets out the message I wanted..... Terry: why did you treat me that way why did you call me those names? I didnt even know you were there, I thought I was alone but you didnt care. You dont even know me but that night you controled me. you told me its ok its just sex, I said no but you were convinced. So you hit me hard again and again. I told myself I would not give in. But then I fell to the floor I told myself I was sorry I just couldnt take anymore. you drug me into that room across those boards did you have to shut the door? I screamed, I cried, I bit, I scratched all in that world made of black. I prayed God help me maybe he tried maybe its me. Then you yelled shut up sl*t but I wasnt going to shut up. so you grabbed me by the hair of my head and slammed it into the wall above the bed. Then the tears started to shed as you got up got dressed and left. Left me crying wishing you would die, left me hurting and wondering why?

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Welcome to After Silence (((Midnight Dreamer))). :hug:

Feel free to relax and post away, also seeing as though you write poetry feel free to check out the 'Healing Through Creativity Forum'. :)

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Welcome to &S

Lots of huggles

Heidi :throb::throb::throb:

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Big group hug.Welcome to AS.Thank you for the reply on my post.Please write more poetry.Very beautiful work.

Amy

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:greet: Welcome to AS Midnight Dreamer. :):hug::hug:

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:hug::hug::hug: welcome to AS Midnight_dreamer :hug::hug::hug:

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welcome to the boards :bighug:

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