Hello, im new here i go by the name Orkid after a favorite orca whale at SeaWorld California.
I was sexually abused by 4 different people (father, stepfathers friend, stepfathers brother & classmate in high school) through out my younger years. I'm 26 and been in therapy now for almost 4 years now. I still think it was somewhat my fault.. part of me knows it wasnt but some other part still says it was. When i finally told 3 years ago i feel things have gotten worse with myself.. like it spilled out all over the place and sometimes i think i would have been better off holding it in and taking it to my grave.
98% of the time i feel alone so i spend a lot of time online