I'm a new member - I've been reading posts and gaining strength from your kind and wise words already, and that's just since last night. I'm very impressed with the courage of the people posting here, as well as the feelings of warmth and support I see.
I'm a CSA survivor (9 years of it by my sadistic paternal uncle), and I've been in therapy with a wonderful therapist for many years. I've been reexperiencing some nasty traumas lately, and some of my old coping mechanisms have been resurfacing, as well. I was surfing for something about dissociation one recent sleepless night and I don't