I am new here, I finally figured out how to make a post, I am really out of it because I didn't get much sleep last night.
I was raped almost 4 years ago and it was by someone who I thought was my friend.
I don't remember much of it, but I have been having flashbacks non-stop, and on the 23rd of last month my "friend" ( not the same one who raped me, i don't talk to him) told me it was my fault and for some reason I believed him and almost took my life that night.