HI Sarah,
I would like to commend you that you are trying, and you would be surprised that you have come a long way despite how you feel now. You are precious and you are valuable as a person, we all are.
I am sorry for your difficulties in life, but there is always hope. If we look around we can see the beauty of hope, how everyday the plants grow for US, the sky shines for US, the water glistens for US, ALL FOR US,so we must be significant and important therefore concluding we always have hope, for something better.
The fact you made your way to this