vindictive_isolation

Well - I took a step I suppose... saying hi... fear is definitally eating me alive right now fear that i'm going to get the same reaction here as i have from other people... i hope that isn't going to happen it seems like everyones responses that i have read have been only positive but i keep blaming myself for all of these things that happened so i'm almost scared that maybe i am the one to blame but i saw a presentation on 'safety' turned out to be reinactment of an abuse sitution... almost exactly like mine...they reassured me that it was indeed date rape and the past things i alr